“For many years, I suffered emotional, physical, and spiritual abuse,” says Amanda M. “I was raped as a young child, and then raped again when I was a bit older. I pushed all these traumas to the back of my mind for many, many years, until I became involved with a man I eventually married. He was very abusive, too.”
Amanda’s journey to the Lord through heartache and terrible experiences started when she was very young. “I was born and raised in Soweto. My father died when I was 9 years old, and my mother was absent from my life. She was not a Christian; we did not go to church. I suffered abuse and trauma. Someone who was close to me tried to kill me. My family openly tried to initiate me to be a witch doctor. I was brought up in ancestor worship,” and more.
In 1991, Amanda met a woman who took her to church. “I became born again at that church—Grace Bible Church,” she says. But because she was steeped in the culture of ancestor worship, because she was running from the pain of her past, and because she was a baby Christian, she didn’t know how to know God and grow in a relationship with Him. She didn’t know how to go from “spiritual milk to spiritual meat,” she says; she didn’t know about the Bible or how to begin to study it.